CERITA TANPA KOMA ( story without a comma )

tersimpan seuntai kata dalam tanya yang tak terjawab...
Kenyataan tentang ketulusan rasa yang kau tukar dg dusta.

Dan aku masih Mencoba tersenyum dalam luka,
Meski jujur aq tak biasa...

Kau tau itu,

aku tErus berlari...
Mencoba sembunyi dalam tumpukan jerami...

Ku masih tetap bertahan dalam angkuh KU,
meski aku tau nanti,esok,lusa,atau entah kapan aku pasti mati...

Tapi bukan oleh cintamu...

Aku tak tau apa lagi yang kau harap dariku...
Kini semua telah nyata bagiku.

aku hanya akan jadi bayang bayang cintanya...
kau memilih aku dalam hidupmu saat kau tau kau tak mampu memilikinya...
Indah memang.


Tapi aku bukan dia yang sempurna dimatamu...

Aku bukanlah cinta yang kau damba...
Karena bagimu hadir ku hanya sementara..



stored string of words in question unanswered ...
The fact that you think about the sincerity exchange dg lie.

And I'm still Trying to smile in the wound,
Although unusually candid aq ...

You know it,

I kept running ...
Tried to hide in a haystack ...

I still persisted in imperious me,
though I know it later, tomorrow, day after tomorrow, or whenever I would die ...

But not by love ...

I do not know what else do you expect from me ...
Now all has been real to me.

I'm just going to be a shadow of his love ...
you chose me in your life when you knew you could not have it ...
Beautiful indeed.


But I'm not him who is perfect in your eyes ...

I do not love you yearn ...
Because my present to you is only temporary ..