Saat ini aku telah terdampar dipulau cinta yang tak bertuan,, tidak ada uluran tangan,kasih sayang,senyum kesetiaan,belas kasihan dan tidak ada satupun harapan,, yang ada hanya perih,sakit,sepi dan sendiri,, mengapa kau begitu cepat memberiku cobaan yang berat ini tanpa memberi tanda2 dan kesempatan untuk aku pergunakan,, inikah takdirmu ,,????,ataukah permainanmu yang sedang kau mainkan dalam batinku,,? Sakit ini begitu perih bagai tersayat seribu belati,, luka ini begitu nyeri bagai tersiram angin salju di pagi hari,, sepi ini begitu hampa bagai tengah malam tanpa alam,, dan walaupun berkali2 aku sirami dengan air mata,cintaku semuanya semakin mencekik diujung kehidupanku,, dan sampai kapan aku harus menunggu orng yang suci yang mau memeluk batinku dengan penuh keiklasanny tanpa ada dendam,,? Ma,,,, tolonglah peri kecilmu ini dengan sinar surgamu disana,, agar batinku terang dengan harapan semua kan kembali seperti semula,, tuntunlah anakmu ini dengan tangan damaimu disana,, agar jalanku terbuka dan tak tersesat di pinggiran hati yang hampa,, ucapkanlah kata sucimu disetiap nafas hidupku,, agar aku bisa bernafas dengan tenang tanpa merasa kesakitan,, atau panggillah aku di malam terakhirku bersamamu disana,, agar damai surgamu bisa melepas jeritan tajam disekujur tubuhku,, dan agar aku bisa melihat semua cinta sejatiku disinggasanaku yang baru tanpa perantara dan tanpa kata2,, karena aku telah tinggalkan jasadku dialamku untuk menghuni surgamu,,
" Currently I have been stranded island no man's love,, no helping hand, affection, loyalty smile, compassion and hopes none,, that there is only sore, sick, lonely and alone,,
why are you so quickly gave me this ordeal without giving the signs and use the opportunity for me,, Is this the destiny,,???? or your game are you playing within me,?
This pain is so sore like cut a thousand daggers,, The wound was so painful like the wind splashed snow in the morning,, This lonely so empty without natural like midnight,, and although many times I flush with tears, my love life all the more suffocating threshold and how long I have to wait for people who want to embrace my inner shrine with its sincerity without any grudge,,?
Mom,,,, please help this little fairy with your heaven rays light in there so I told myself to all expectations right back to normal,,
Lead your children by the hand of peace is there that you open my path and not get lost in the outskirts of the hollow heart,,
recite holy words you every breath of my life so that I can breathe in peace without feeling pain,,
or call to me on my last night with you there so that peace can take off your heaven screams all over its sharp and my body so I could see all the love of my life in a new throne without intermediaries and without words,,
because I had left my corpse in my nature to inhabit your heaven,,"
" Currently I have been stranded island no man's love,, no helping hand, affection, loyalty smile, compassion and hopes none,, that there is only sore, sick, lonely and alone,,
why are you so quickly gave me this ordeal without giving the signs and use the opportunity for me,, Is this the destiny,,???? or your game are you playing within me,?
This pain is so sore like cut a thousand daggers,, The wound was so painful like the wind splashed snow in the morning,, This lonely so empty without natural like midnight,, and although many times I flush with tears, my love life all the more suffocating threshold and how long I have to wait for people who want to embrace my inner shrine with its sincerity without any grudge,,?
Mom,,,, please help this little fairy with your heaven rays light in there so I told myself to all expectations right back to normal,,
Lead your children by the hand of peace is there that you open my path and not get lost in the outskirts of the hollow heart,,
recite holy words you every breath of my life so that I can breathe in peace without feeling pain,,
or call to me on my last night with you there so that peace can take off your heaven screams all over its sharp and my body so I could see all the love of my life in a new throne without intermediaries and without words,,
because I had left my corpse in my nature to inhabit your heaven,,"
